So how have you people been coping with the stress of the impending 'O' levels?Well,I hope.I've certainly been trying hard,but not hard enough.I am still struggling with Chemistry and Additional Mathematics,while the rest of my subjects are probably average.History is proving to be more difficult than it looks,and Mdm Chng isn't doing anything much to alleviate that.Her teaching method is total crap.Even Rosniati was much better.At least she gave notes.

The absurdity of the situation we are in now is really major.I sometimes really wonder why are we studying so hard for.I mean,yeah it's for our future and it IS important,that fact will remain till the end of time,but why are we studying like there's no tomorrow?Everybody needs a break.I certainly need one,a LONG one at that but I am so tied up with studying I kind of neglected my own well-being.I mean,I'm so unhappy now(and Geraint is going to say "When were you ever happy?")and it's like I don't know why am I doing all this.

I really wonder where the problem lies,with me or the society,or maybe there isn't a problem at all?My thoughts now are currently very sophisticated and convoluted.Sometimes I really wonder whether school is a vocation,something within me seems to be beckoning me to school,to study and to finish my homework.Thus,is there a problem or not?Somebody unravel my thoughts please.I'm truly perplexed,baffled and confused currently.

I hope my post has not unsettled anybody's thoughts,I urge you not to,I'm just rambling on and on as usual.And with this I end my post.